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Disorder

by Gloria Victis

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1.
Headstone 04:19
Unescapable, your way is one of the flow. Unbearable, your path will never be this slow. Tons of them fighting, senseless, overseen by one predator, who await their surrender. Look at this life as a river. To flee death you'll have to fight its current. Tired of being trapped in this mess called ambitions? You'll never be on your own, just under tons of conditions. Time's passing, more and again, but still the same. Ending up facing myself as the water throws me back my inquiry. What am I looking at? What am I trying to find? Is This my destiny? The one who is standing tall, the one who's lying on the shore every time he falls? The stream of life is carved in stone, all the same, every single one. The shore is now out of sight, I've lost all trail of light. Farewell to everybody. I know you never cared. These senseless moments we shared. I leave you like you leaved me. Can't swim anymore. I surrender. Let the flow take me. I'll be better. The stream of life is carved in stone. All the same, every single one. Struggle would take you down/ Under the horizon. In the bottom you will drown/ Under the competition.
2.
Portrayal 03:46
I need to find myself, this time I will not be led astray, but I fear what I could become. This life is my choice, but they keep pushing me down. It's hard to emerge from this cycle. And if I fall there'll be no hands to carry me, only my avidity that will rise constantly. Lies and riddles that's all what life brought me. And to all the ones who feel concerned stay out of my way. In all these words you see craziness, and in my eyes a bit of distress. But these are actions from someone who follows his dreams and the look of a caged man, this is why he screams. Throughout every waking moment, I'm engaged in some battle for my existence. Trying to find myself a sense to achieve any hope for survival in such harsh place. I need to be as ruthless. I swear to ''god'' I will be ruthless.
3.
DreamKeeper 04:05
A glimpse of the future. A chilling hatred through a desperate dream. The final end is coming. A bitter taste of what our last road will hold, an untold cold vision about to fold. My memory has already began the forgotten procedure... Soon what I saw so clearly will be only vascillating particles, unable to make up on one's mind. These glimpses, these chilling hatred through a desperate dream. The final end is coming. Here's your fate in the palm of my hand. Am I a savior? I am the one and only bearer of the truth. I hold what could provoke redemption or decimation of all nations. Don't tell me I am madcap. I just feel worthless, meaningless and lifeless in this miserable world. This world of corruption that we all build under repression consume our generation. We established an image composed of illusion. A reflection of our own affliction. I wish I can survive in this garden of Eden. I wish your conscience can survive until darkness emerges in your desperate existence. Pray your God, pray anything you want, fabricate your own heaven, create your minded realm. I am not cracked, I only see the truth, what you all forgot about, what our world was and will be... Only ashes, pain and misery. Let me be a simple human who did live and die, as it was supposed to be. A lost soul, who vanished with his land, let me suffer until I collapse in those clean hands. Let me go, let me live as a man. Forgotten hero who saved no one in the end.
4.
Another stop, just to watch you fall in me. Another stop, just to try things differently. But then your eyes close brutally. The glass on the street opens my skin, so as yours unfortunately. Waking up in a frozen building, my sight is blinded by a crowded solitude, desperately looking for the sight of you. I'm patiently waiting. We finally find each other... but it's different. You look at me like if I'm nothing important. It's hard to understand that it's not your desire, when your hope lasts by a collapsing fire. At least is there any hope in what just happened? How could I let our life be driven like wheels on snow or like bow and arrow. Will I ever find, will I ever find my way with you? Why don't we jump in the ocean just because we have the right to? Warming your hands by the heat of my breath, painting the life we did dream of on the walls of our existence. Don't you remember when we used to sing? We never feared what life could bring. Don't you remember when we used to dream of a mother, a father, and a diamond ring? Don't you remember?
5.
Accepting a life of questioning, I'm stuck in a constant non-sense. Lost in hopeless faith and acceptance. Please give me an answer. Carefully divided by my reflection, attraction and confusion. Half a man worth nothing without the other half. What are we supposed to do? I don't even know who I am talking to. Why are you whispering? Face me for the pathethic I am. The place I used to love is getting smaller. Soon we won't see the exit. And I know how much this house means to you. But I'd kill myself for all the things I wanted to. In a panic, I tried to fall asleep. How ironic to be caught in his own game. When the day finally found me. The answer was there obviously. For I got my indifference. My voice is my way to silence. I don't even know who I am talking to. Why are you whispering? Face me for the pathetic I am. I don't even know who I am talking to.
6.
I found myself running in circles in an empty dream. I'm telling you my meaningless story. You certainly won't care about my life's banality.I am a wordless, speechless, silent dumb. We all once ended up looking for a presence. An unknown felling for an unknown person. I advisedly closed my eyes on all evidence. Jumping with confidence in the sea of decadence. You sow discord, create suspicion, divide and conquer. You use other moral principles to satisfy your needs. I am a wordless, speechless, silent dumb. Once you fall in the deepest, you stick to things that make sense. In such empty and desperate times. Seems like I will always make the wrong decision. I won't return where time stands still. I found myself running in circles in an empty dream. So listen! I'm telling you my meaningless story. You certainly won't care about my life's banality. For once, will someone listen to me? ''Man is failure, both from his selfishness and tolerance. I gave them all they needed to become godly, as they did, but from my benediction they stretched out evil. A dark reign came from my fault and I swear I shall repair all mistakes I made.''
7.
Building fate from lies and simplicity, shepherds from day and age commanded humanity. Feeding on brothers, those greedy beasts act for their better selves. Treachery over courtesy as they tear others apart to build themselves. Motivated by their master's schemes, these slaves obey to command. Human being's only an epithet. None is bearing both term, all can be describe in an excessive one. Harmony's being crushed by instability as the humans are suppressed by the beings. My eyes witnessed their ascension, fearing for their hearts assailed by corruption, to break appart and find solutions in a new start of resolution. First step into the world, crying thirst for power. Last breath in a whirl, dying burst of anger. Into darkness they slowly sink, pulling each other as they think: '' If I'm falling, you're coming''. When madness partially shrink, climbing on others in a blink. ''If I'm rising, you're craving. Mistaken I was, now I see it. Unforgiving they were now I'll be it. Through me they gained so much, I can accept it. Through others they obtained such, I won't forgive it. No thinking back in my words, take them directly. No turning back in my mind, want it dreadfully. My ignorance of the human's heart caused suffering. My confidence in their progression had no meaning. I will repay my debt. I will relay on death. Self-seeking creature. You shall perish at all cost, even mine. Now that I'm here sons, I won't leave you again. Come with me my child, you belong at my side. You're a deception to your father. This isn't the way I raised you. A dark reign came from my fault, and I swear I shall repair all mistakes I made. My eyes witnessed their ascension, fearing for their hearts assailed by corruption, to break appart and find solutions in a new start of resolution.
8.
ScarCarrier 04:00
I've been gone for too long. Who cares about unbreathable air? Double-minded people over time they crumble. Release me, set me free. Double-minded people over time they crumble. These depths drown me like a cancer. Leave me alone but not on my own. I'm a walker, unbeknown. Seeking for silence and peace, my childhood's memories. The promise land under my feet, the freedom a man redeems. These streetlights all over the concrete light my path of defeat. I'm no prior, I'm now worry, I'm no traitor, I'm not hurried. Without faith, you aren't they said, promise of an unsoiled land. Don't believe a life without sacrifice. Action speak louder than supplication. I've been gone for too long. Who cares about unbreathable air. Double-minded people over time they crumble. Release me, set me free. Double-minded people over time they will all crumble.

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Gloria Victis brings agressivity through melody and melancholy. Dive into their bipolar universe with their first full lenght album, Disorder.

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released November 25, 2013

Thanks to you for listening and buying this album or any kind of support, this means the world to us. Thanks to our family, friends and girlfriends, Bill Smith, Vincent Rousseau, Alex Plante, Jeffrey Dubois-Thériault, Cody Stickles, Marina Riendeau, Chloé Corbeil-Smit, Gabriel Hellebuyck @ Goldmine Records, Dany Lévesque, Mat Laperle, Vedran Amidzic, Christian Gauthier, Jordan Wharnoltz, Charles Miller, Jayson Troy Gamsby,Yann Asselin, Yanick Bélanger, Obliterate, Continental, Cardinal's Pride, End Of Crisis, Jeff @ Bar le Magog, Jon Cabana.

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Gloria Victis brings agressivity through progressive Metal/Hardcore music using a dark and melancholic approach.

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